Friday, October 2, 2009
I had my English paper today and it was like so hard. I am so scared that I might fail this time too. The promoting criteria are either you pass English plus two other subjects or five subjects and fail English. Passing five subjects seem almost impossible to me and if I fail English, which would mean that I might need to retain. I don’t want to retain, it would be so embarrassing being in the same class as my juniors next year. Chinese paper coming up next followed by e-math paper one and social studies etc. What am I going to do? I know the best way is to study hard and try to at least pass but the problem now is I always get distracted. Is there any hope for me? I don’t think so. One word to describe the situation for me, “die”.
♥ Friday, October 02, 2009 Wednesday, September 30, 2009
okay.let's see.long time never post.i intend to only/maybe start posting again after the exams.hahas.sorry for not updating plus i don't have much to say and my life seem to be the same everyday.had been quite busy lately.it's either staying back for remedial,extra lesson or going to tuition.getting bored of my life.hope there is going to be something new,real surprising that will happen.so that my life would be filled with colours?lol.
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some people around me have been real fake.i don't think i will be able to tell who's real and who's fake.sometimes when i don't say something does not mean i don't know anything.recently i have felt that people around me don't really understand me at all.maybe some do but not enough.I'm not saying that i understand my friends but they just don't seem to open up enough,then hope you expect me to know them.it's true that I'm not that perfect and i may have a bad character but do you dare to say you are perfect and everyone likes you.no right?so,don't just judge people like that.understand them first before you judge and come up with a conclusion.
♥ Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
it's like OMG!okay.i have finally got my voice back and is like hurray!so that means i can start scolding(there's no link here actually).it is like so reatarded lah.just went to take my ic photo.here's the convo(between me and the people there).p.s a is me b is the people there.
b: cannot wear white,will sure get rejected de.
a: my school never say anything just say want see eyebrows.(hinting that can)
b: school won't tell you de,is really cannot.
a: but all my friends say can.
b: unless is school uni then they maybe allow.they will never allow white.
a: my friend also wear white.*roll eyes*
- walk out of the store and started calling all my friends for who knows what reason -
- went back in -
a: all my friends say can
b: you want take then take.but i am telling you that it will be rejected.
- walks out again.then my mom went around asking every student about the clothing -
- got back into the stall -
a: is can luh.all say can.(thinking: what's her prob lah!got money also no want!)
b: you can don't heed our advice de.the worse is got rejected only.
a: *roll eyes**stand there*(thinking: because we want the right thing then listen to her mah.if not for what?her voice not even attracting.)
- mum started scolding -
b: we are just telling you.we tell you,you complain.don't tell also complain.what's the problem!
a: (thinking: we never say anything.but at least give the CORRECT info mah.waste everyone time!so lousy)
-end-
of course in the end i took my pic and i don't even bother looking at the people there.lousy customer service.like hello,the customer is also right,correct?not happy then don't be in this line.what's wrong wth her?one word to conclude this:SIAO!
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fight with my brother today, best thing ever,cut his yoyo string right infront of him.the fight was so spectacular.couldn't believe it.he won at the fighting part but i didn't really lose to him either,cause i got a louder,sharper voice and i won the arguing part.i am good at it.(not really in a sense).too bad for him,i bit him and almost stranggle him to death."..."
♥ Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
what is going to happen next?hahas."..."don't know where to start but anyways,in my previous post,i stated that i fell sick right?guess what?the fever lasted for three days and i was like "wow!".but here comes the best part,i don't sound i usually does.i so-called "break voice".isn't that like so so so ... "cool"?as if.is like so retarted cause i sound like some frog or duck or whatever animal i sound like.my voice changed like since tuesday i think due to the "too much of coughing".lol.no choice,all i can do now is pray hard hard that it will be normal again.i miss my voice.*sad**sobs*but i can't do anything right?
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on with the typing.had second class drill test today.don't think i can pass as i didn't really study which is like due to CT3(excuse).hahas.but managed to say the commands althoughi stammered.i really hope i can pass cause i don't want take again(no confidence i can pass at all).lol.i hope my squadmates can also pass their second class.jiayou and good luck people!
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there are alot of things that happen recently which made me don't know how i should react(face it).i don't know whether i should be optimistic or just be depresses(emo) over it.being all positive over seem to be a good idea so that i won't think too much but the thing is i tend to think to much and that makes it hard for me to be all "positive-thinking".i really hope someone could really help me with my problems but it just seem that everyone i turn to just can't seem to give me good advices(or say things that help).all they know how to say is "yah,i think that way too.","you know what i agree with you."or"why don't you do this?".it is just not helpful at all.not trying to be emo here and give the"life is so meaningless"talk.but just note to yourself.next time people ask you for advices,be sure that the advice you going to give goes through your head before it ever comes out of your mouth(in case it is something that is of no help = wasting time+saliva".
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------extra:long time never write this type of post already.hahas.actually wanted to post something like this yesterday but when i type finish the post and click "save",the whole thing just shut down and nothing was save.wasted all my effort(it went down the drain).hahas.
♥ Friday, August 14, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
sick today...plus *troubled*i don't really know where to start.let's see.how about i start from yesterday.was actually suppose to go to tampines mall to work and i have already said okay when my manager asked me but when i told my parents,they didn't allow and i was forced to tell my manager that i am not allow.it was already like 9-10 plus in the night.i felt quite bad as i already have promised my manager but had to break it and instead she had to ask yui to go at the very last minute.i hope my manager is angry or anything.since i can't go tampines yesterday,i had to report for work at northpoint but i fell sick.was feeling abit giddy and having fever and only managed to last for like afew hours till 2.i was suppose to end at 3 but didn't make it.again i felt bad.went to see the doctor and had a mc.took the medication and was okay this morning.and for some reason,my temperature rose.then was forced to go home although i wanted to take the paper then go home.i was so called "kicked out" by the school.lol.but no choice.hahas.
extra:*sigh*don't know what to do.i hope my manager isn't angry or something.*sian*why must my parents be so difficult.can't they just let me go.i seriously hope my manager isn't furious.*argh*how?can anyone out there help me please?please please.i hope there wouldn't be any problems.
♥ Monday, August 10, 2009
